Jumat, 28 September 2012

Two Fools







because of loving u
Those words are lingering in my mouth again today
loving u~ Those words that I say when I turn around alone
Sometimes like an old friend, sometimes like a lover
You are right by me- loving u

The love that everyone else has
Is a bit different for me
I have a love that I can’t even express
I only say it in my heart
I only touch it in my thoughts
I circle around his where abouts and just turn around and go home
Living like this isn’t that bad
There’s no need to be hurt over any breakups
But sometimes it’s so hard because it’s not what it seems
It’s too much to circle around you anymore

because of loving u
Those words are lingering in my mouth again today
loving u~ Those words that I say when I turn around alone
Sometimes like an old friend, sometimes like a lover
You are right by me- loving u

You still haven’t figured it out
No matter how much I try, you don’t know
Even when I loudly laugh and do things for you
You just thank me with a crinkle of your eyes
Because I’m a wordless fool, I live like this
But I’m like this because I’m afraid I won’t ever see him again
And I’m worried that this will just end as a one-sided love
I’m such a mess these days

because of loving u
Those words are lingering in my mouth again today
loving u~ Those words that I say when I turn around alone
Sometimes like an old friend, sometimes like a lover
You are right by me- loving u

This love that always has me sighing and yearning is so frustrating
I don’t think I should just let you go like this
Since long ago, I was one step behind you,
always behind you like a scarecrow
Even when I’m next to you, even when I’m close
I can’t touch you- loving u

Whenever I see you smile
It hurts because you are no tmine
Even though I’m always next to you
It makes me sad because I’m alone
When can I stand next to you?
When can I smile at you?
From the start, I messed this love up
With that spot next to you being empty,
I walk behind you so you won’t notice
I locked the door
My love has become a mess